Its eating me alive.

Never wear heart on sleeve,
Odds against, why risk the tease.

The Tumultous Soul.

Craves for distraction.

Escapism screams for attention,
The tow lines tug, exerting tension,
With bruises, burns,multiple lesions,
She bows and caves into the unmentioned.

Observation.

How does one explain the baby photo profile/display picture on social network phenomena?

a. To serve as a reminder of the 'good times'
b. A sign of times, physical mutation with aged ugly people as a result
c. Some 'creative' soul put up a funny and the rest of the facebook population thought it was cute to copy

An observation at 1.17 am, an hour after TEE's TWO-TWO!

Up In the Air.

AGAIN!

I need wisdom/discernment/good counsel more than ever now.
Please pray :)

toss and turn.

many sleepless nights ahead.

Bagai Kisah,

Katak Di Bawah Tempurung.

Get your facts right!

You're Breaking Up.

Huh? What? Could you repeat that?
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Disconnected.
Incapacitated.
Opposed.

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Boundaries of present, imagination, building,
Stricken, sickened, exposed, barren.

My favourite time of the year,

Now, what is Christmas to you?

Never Take for Granted.

The privilege,
To dream,
the ability to write of your dreams,
and the liberty to realise your dreams.

you'll just have to,

The Dali experience,




and another 'must'!
Un tour de Manège

Bitter.

I know who I want.

Quit playing games with my heart.

I don't know whether to laugh or to cry.

From 'In Brief,' The Age, 19 November 2009,

Malaysia's deputy education minister Mohd Puad Zarkashi has said that speaking English in the workplace is 'weird' and harmful to the nation's culture.

'This [employees in the private sector used English 99 percent of the time] also occurs in government linked companies where we have this weird culture of people speaking to each other in English' he said at the launch of a linguistics seminar. 'We are polluting our own culture and identity as a nation'.

you suck.

I want a girlfriend who'll buy me norsiah's and make me lemon sorbet with the ice cream maker I bought her too : (

you lucky *toot*

gah hormones/stress levels playing up.

Lest I Forget.

I was still and still am in Melbourne.

Holed up in a square 13 floors above,
Papers, magic colors, maltesers, M&Ms (of both guilty pleasure and burn it alive for safe measure types) sprawled over masses of white and spilling over and to the green,
The past 48 hours has been an overdose of Malaysian + Singaporean kiasu-ism, bordering the causeway's insanity on the eve of a public holiday.

I'm sure study time, whereever you are, has been exactly like this:

See you at the finish line!

i'm swimming, swimming, swimming.

4pm in 14 hours!

PUSH.

eat.breathe.sleep.

37,000 + words!

Business Practicum.

let's just say,

self grooming is not a priority right now.

hahaha.

I imagine you imagining me
with unkempt weed-like hair,
grimy oil caked skin,
and nails screaming to see the light of day.

airyfairy.

boys.

so dense I tell you.

goodluck to you and you!

pump me up!

all a blur.

20,000 words,
easy peasy!

ms. drama queen

oh kill me.

kill me now.