Monday, March 31, 2008

caught in between.

Confession.

I just made a very selfish decision.

Necessary for survival?

URGH.SOMEONE KILL ME PLEASE.

bumbling idiot.

I fumble over my words,
sweaty palms typing away furiously at the sticky keyboard,
blinking orange lights.

swwoooooonn*.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

bedtime story.

jaded?

'But these are all inadequate, because the infinite abyss can only be filled by an infinite and immutable object..'

-Blaise Pascal-

And two weeks later, he's still giving me the hibbyjibbies.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

camp and such.

Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength,
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Isaiah 40:30-31
Its good to know that you're never alone on this journey.
So how was your Easter weekend?

Thursday, March 20, 2008

life is wonderful.


it takes a crane, to build a crane,
it takes two floors to build a story,
it takes an egg to make a hen,it takes a hen to make an egg
there is no end to what i'm saying.


no pun intended, really.

thankche.

he's so down to earth, it felt as if i could ask him out for miloais.

ican'tstoprantingravingthinking.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Dearest,

Fatty.

No, not you fatty.
The other fatty.

I MISS YOU LOTSLOTSLOTS too!

i'm really sorry we didn't get to 'hang' one last time before we left.

that was one of the sweetest life updates i've gotten so far.

thank you, you made my day.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

and it feels so good.

have done what i've been meaning to do since i got back.

sent out 3 e-mails.
and that one snailmail to that someone.

: )

getting my priorities straight.

inspire me please.

~~~

and i'm afraid to call.
I'm afraid you'll pick up, we'll go through the 'hi,howareyou?what'veyoubeenupto?'
followed by a long awkward silence.

but I want you to know that I'll always be there for you.

and if you think its you i'm talking about,
maybe it is you, maybe it isn't.

anyhoo,
muuuuuucchhloveeeeeee,
me.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

score!

Joey's not too bad of a guy. Looks like one of those from Fall Out Boy.

I love my cell.

: )

Dear friends back home,

I miss you lotslotslots like crazy lots!

Am thinking of you guys constantly.

Sorry for the absence.
The non arrival of promised mails/cards, presence on msn.

Will be back soon!

LOVELOVELOVE lots,
me.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

thrown into the deep end.



Labor day weekend.
~~~


struggling to stay afloat.

holding my chin up, I'm paddling furiously.


I know i'll survive.

for Your grace is sufficient for me.

Thursday, March 06, 2008

jack in the box.



Surprises aplenty.

Unknowingly, I needed a 'pickmeup'.

And it came in the form of unlikely friendships.

There was the number 4 who was being really annoying during the whole finance lecture. And after much drama involving a stolen bicycle, I finally met *ahem*.

To *ahemahem*, I really like *ahem*.

I think *ahem's* really cool.

: )

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

FOCUS!

Focus Jen, Focus.

The world sucks you in, then spits you out.

so suck it up.

I sometimes wish I was more articulate.
I wish I could paint, write poetry, or maybe even a song or two.

I can do neither.

: (