a 'i wish i was there' moment.

mum and dad made it back safely from an old cell-group reunion thing at aunty jane's house.everybody was there.well, except for me.hmph. i was studying.or was suppose to. aheh. i did study larh!but i really did wish i went for the thing. and as if it wasn't bad enough, the parents came back saying the food was good. fine, it's also partly my fault. ok . fine i admit. its my fault.its not as if my mumee.dadee. didn't allow me to go. i used my midterms as an excuse so that i didn't have to go. you see, you can't blame me.i thought it was going to be horribly boring .oh how wrong i was. may jun was there(my neighbour whom i used to hang out with every weekend until she was to mature for me.or maybe i was too immature for her.aheh.but she moved and i haven't seen her in 2 years!) .all the kiddies were there.fine, no longer kids.more like teens.preeteens.adults.fun-nyeerr. *smacks head*

hmph.i wish i went!!they had kelantanese food.and i was stuck at home eating kfc.all by myself. in front of the tv.watching jamie's school dinners. eep.i'm not eating nuggets.ever again. intestines.fats. every unwanted/unedible chicken body part is in your nugget. oh.but i'm not swearing off junk food/fast food completely.cannot larh. i have to have fast food at least one in 2 weeks. maybe that's why i don't have any blood inside of me.all i have are fats.eek. inside joke.aheh. from this text message i got from su.shi. ha.ha.

regrets.what could have been.or what should have been.sigh.i'm stupid.i know. scholarships.pfft.
GO THEM. :-
Rah Rah (Sarah) -Petronas.
Suga - JPA.
Farah Faiz-lets just hope they don't send you to indonesia to do medicine.haha.

remind me to grab/make use of every opputurnity i have. hmm.

anyway.moving on.i quite like reunions. from 5sb class reunions which happen way too much. to my parents' old school mates/colleagues reunions. hehe. the things they use to do.haha.

to my sisters'(i laff you.haha.) :daddee might be going to hong kong in june.on the day i start college after my 2 week break.hmph.and i don't get to go.although he did suggest that i go a few days earlier.hehehehe. but the 'oh joy' moment didn't last long. sigh. being the kind and understanding soul that i am.*clears throat*i said no thank you. so stupid i know.but sigh. if i go it'll be during the school holidays.and the airfare will be sky high. so i passed. sigh. mum wants to go. but she wants to stay behind to keep an eye on me.haha.i know how to take care of myself!i'm 18 !i can drive! so go!

sophie's leaving on the 4th of june for the land where every other Malaysian is.sob.i'm going to miss her.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY. i'msorryididn'tgetyouanything.i don't believe in this commercialism thing.(or more like i'm flat broke) but you know i love you.aheh. i'm not very good at expressing myself either.so i'm sorry if you only get a hug on Sunday.if only you read my blog. <3

i'm going jogging tomorrow morning.time to get rid of the rubbish in my system.whoopee.fat larh.

goodnight.good morning.good afternoon.and thank you for reading.

p.s. time to compile a what i want list.
p.s.s.time to get back to spec math.i don't want to fail. eek.the horror.